No Subject... I suppose

As I watch the life I live unfold around me, I feel out of place. I feel like I don't belong here. As if the 4 years in Wisconsin has made me invisible. I slowly faded from everyone's life. I guess I'm being melodramatic but that's what happens when you have the depression. I just fell so out of place. I, also, have the painful memories of being the psycho as a child. I don't know how many times that has been brought up in a family discussion. I didn't know that I was that bad. I just don't feel too happy about being down here. It really sucks. I'm glad that I have Lisa. She's really been awesome to me! I'm not saying my family hasn't been awesome. I guess I really don't know what I'm saying.