That's about the only thing I miss about Central Illinois

Ah... yes... the storms! It was awesome to stand in by the outdoor break area door and watch a storm roll. Smelling the rain before it started to reach our area. That's nice! But I miss Madison soooo much! I miss not breathing burnt soybeans in the morning!

But, school is going well. I did my first machine facial today. But I didn't really use the machine. I'll be able to work on clients next Wednesday evening! YAY! I got my extractor, two plastic makeup spatulas, two mask brushes... oh... that's it. Next week, I'll be getting my make up kit! YAY! But I really like it. I'm looking forward to opening my salon. Even though it probably won't be for another 5 or 10 years. But I'm having fun daydreaming! I've been looking at different catalogs and websites. I'm hoping to go to a trade show in Chicago in June. Maybe, I can convince my teacher to go for extra hours.

My friend Paul invited a bunch of people to the Icehouse on Saturday night. It sounds like fun but I don't know. I've not done the club scene in such a long time. I don't know.... don't know... maybe I can convince Lisa into going with me. So, who knows. It's supposed to be really cool and up scale-ish. Tight security and it's by invite only. So, I feel special. Maybe I'll go for a drink. I should have birthday money. Or maybe I can convince Paul to buy me a drink!

First Day of School

Well, I've been through my first day of school. It was kinna uneventful. I got to see a leg wax, a facial and a full body massage. I got my arms waxed for initiation. That was fun. I got my book and workbook. I looked through it and I saw a picture of scabies. YAY! But yeah... it's pretty easy. The class has a lot of drama. It sucks. I think that I'm just going to keep my mouth shut and stay out of people's business. It's really weird like that. I'm the only new girl until the 29th and then there's someone else that will start. The only problem I have is that the class doesn't start with chapter one. It starts what everyone else is learning. That's retarded I think.

Deeeeep Breaths...

Ok... well, I've had a terrible day. I wanted to go over to my best friend's house but she was not home. So, I went over to my Aunt Charlie's. I don't feel like scrapbooking. I'm not feeling at all creative or doing something positive. I really don't want to indulge in the details but I will say that I was very hurt. I felt like my child did not matter in the incident and I'm feeling very upset. That's all I have to say about that.

We went to Sears to get pictures taken. This is the only I got of Simone. It was very crazy CRAZY time at the studio since we had 7 kids with us.

I really don't feel like typing anymore. I am just so upset. I guess it would be no biggie if I was still on my medication. I just can't get over any of this. It hurts me really bad! So, I'm just going to pray about it and hopefully God can take it from me.

I start school on Tuesday. The classes are starting earlier than scheduled because of financial aid. I'll tell you more when I feel better.



Oh yeah... Shelly's really smart! hehe!