We are cool!

Well, we just got back from looking at an apartment that was in Mt. Zion. The neighborhood was awesome! And it's not too far from salons that I could work at. I think that there's a public pool next door and there's a tennis/basketball court next door. We're not too far from entertainment, resturants and shopping. So, we really like it! It's a two bedroom and the kitchen is the biggest we've ever had. We can put a dining room table in it. So, if Chris can save the money for the half of the deposit then we will be moving in there by June 1st.

YAY! for us!!!

We got a call from Swartz Properties and we've been approved to move in to one of their many apartment complexes they own. It's awesome!! We're going to look at a two bedroom in Mt. Zion. Hopefully, we'll be able to move June 1st!! EXCITEMENT!! I'll post up what that apartment is like. We are going to ask to see the Elder Lane apartments also! Those are $15 less then the one we're going to look at but it's a available now so I don't know if we'd get it by June 1st.

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It's a sad day, indeed.

My best friend is comtemplating about asking her ex-loser to come back. After serving him an eviction notice to get lost because it got that bad. I just don't understand what happened. I don't know how it happened that she could forget about everything that he's done to her. She just realized what she wanted in life and now she's going to risk it all to bring that asshole back. I just don't understand. It got so bad that she served him with an eviction notice!!! I'm just floored right now. She's young and she has so much going for her and now she's willing to lose it all. I just don't know what she's thinking right now. But, whatever, I guess it's her decision and never in the whole history of women have I heard of a woman actually listening to the advice of others who have been where she is. She'll find out the hard way that he's always going to be scum. I just pray she be careful because she is aware of what he does.

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Hey all! I went to my best friend's house last night. She needs some major support! She's getting rid of an idiot that is just not good. He's verbally and emotionally abusive and can't take care of himself. He's inconsiderate and uncaring and she deserves to be better! Her blog is easycheese101.blogspot.com. So check it out and give her some encouraging words!

We had fun last night. I ate easy cheese and we laughed about how stupid and retarded he and his family is. Underwear sniffing... riiiiight! But we're going to have a slumber party on Saturday night. It's going to be cool! Hopefully, we can get to State Beauty Supply and get some fake bake. We're going to go out for Martinis with another friend. It's going to be fun. Even though Chris is disapproving of my time with Lisa because I don't spend anytime with him. But he doesn't spend anytime with me when I'm at home. He plays his stupid game. So, why not spend my time having fun?

School... school...

So, they messed up my face last night. I looked like I had acne. It was really bad! The girl was doing extractions and it hurt like crazy! I kept telling her to stop but she wouldn't. It sucked. It's calmed down now but damn man!

Last week I had my first client and my first tip! WOOT! It was pretty freakin' nerve wracking. The whole time I thought I was going to barf. But I did pretty good. It was very hard to get the Non Surgical Facelift mask off. It sucked. But after that I could conquer the world. I had another client for eye brow design and I knew the girl that I did. So, that was cool. This Saturday I'm doing a hairline wax on a lady and then a full facial on a friend.

Slept pretty good last night...

After I ranted, I talked to my friend through the email and discussed things with him. So, I had some added reassurance. Plus, my friend in Canada let me rant on her. I do appreciate all that my family has given me. I appreciate that I am given a roof over my head for free. I appreciate that they try to teach me lessons how to be a proper adult. I just wish that they would understand me. And understand that I would never hurt anyone on purpose. I'm not out to screw anyone over. I wish that they wouldn't tell me that they talk about me without my acknowledgment.

Yes, I did tell her that I didn't want to use all my food stamps at once. But I wasn't out to starve the other's family. But whatever... that's that. I'm moving on.

Can't Sleep...

I've been branded an asshole. And not just a regular ole asshole. The inconsiderate variety of asshole. Like I've said before, I do nothing but disappoint my family. They discuss me behind my back and brand me an inconsiderate little bitch. I am so upset that I can't even sleep. I'm always hearing that everyone has discussions about me. Well, thanks alot people. I am so glad that you guys think that I'm either going to high tail it out of here without a trace or I'm going to let your family starve. Yeah, love ya too!

I wish that I didn't have to live here. I wish I was still in Wisconsin. My past is ALWAYS going to be following me here. I was such a little bitch when I'm younger that I must be the same way as an adult. All of my actions are always considered to be the worse case. That I'm just going to flip out or I do things just to spite people. It's never about me just being lazy or forgetting to get out to Wal-Mart to pick up the rest of the groceries because Simone was having one hell of a hissy fit. No, because I am just the same little bitch as I was as a little kid.

But, I'm not. And that's why I'm so upset. I am not that at all. I just hate it! I'm being misunderstood. And I hate it when they bring up how much of a psycho I was when I was younger. I hate that! I don't even remember most of it. I hate hearing that story about my sister being afraid of me killing her. I hate the fact that when we're reminiscing about our childhood, the only stories I hear about me are the ones where I've gone psycho. I really hate it here.

I've been looking at different apartments. There are some for $250. We'll probably just get a one bedroom for now. We'll have to see. I was going to wait until I got my cost of living loan from school. But I don't think that I can wait that long. It will be 3 or 4 months before I get that. I'll probably get a part time job. That's something that I did not want to do. But I'd rather do that than stick around here and keep disappointing people.

Well, thanks for letting me rant. I feel a little better about the situation. And as always, I'll get over it. But it still hurts knowing that they "discuss" me behind my back. I'm probably misunderstanding them at the same time.

Bored.

Yeah. Well, I am. I really don't want to go to bed. I'm not tired. Chris is in bed already. I got on Final Fantasy XI and I couldn't find a stinkin' party. So, I was like FORGET THAT! And no one is on any of my 50 messengers. It kinna sucks. Allllll by myseeeelf... Don't wanna be... alllll by myseeeelf anymore.

I'm really excited about this whole esthetics thing. I'm going to be working on clients by Wednesday evening. So, all the local yokals will be getting a price sheet to print off. And if any of my out of town friends want a price sheet, I'll be glad to email it to you. Maybe it can give ya'll an excuse to come down and relax! I don't know a full body massage yet but I know leg and foot.

I've been dreaming up my spa. I've been looking at prices for tables and equipment. I've been thinking up names and such. I can picture the layout and design in my mind. I've been thinking alot about the theme. And the more I think about it, I think that a dream theme would be fitting. A relaxing place where you can just dream your stress and worries away. So, along with that theme, I've been thinking of names. I'm really excited about the makeup class. After that class I get my big fat makeup kit and I get to do everyone's makeup. I've got my mask brushes, my extractor (guess what that's for) and my tweezers. I've got other little things too! It's really cool!

The Illini was beat by North Carolina. It was a very close game but it broke my family's heart. Good job, boys! If any of the Illini boys would read a blog of a random person. But hey, whatever!

Well, goodnight all!

No Subject... I suppose

As I watch the life I live unfold around me, I feel out of place. I feel like I don't belong here. As if the 4 years in Wisconsin has made me invisible. I slowly faded from everyone's life. I guess I'm being melodramatic but that's what happens when you have the depression. I just fell so out of place. I, also, have the painful memories of being the psycho as a child. I don't know how many times that has been brought up in a family discussion. I didn't know that I was that bad. I just don't feel too happy about being down here. It really sucks. I'm glad that I have Lisa. She's really been awesome to me! I'm not saying my family hasn't been awesome. I guess I really don't know what I'm saying.